What is your twin flame story?
Last Updated: 02.07.2025 02:33
It was like a bride waiting for the groom at the altar shaking n shivering unsure if he'd turn up or whether he changed his mind n that'd surely kill me.
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It's like this panic takes your grace n beauty reason we call it purging.
Why is every human messed up in some way?
( if he didn't call or text me n if I was never to see him again, I'd have escaped the tf journey bcoz our first meeting didn't leave an impact at all)
Like a wild fire spreading fast
Confusion was at its peak n finally he run unable to sum up everything that was happening n this was the last thing my soul wasn't prepared for.
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We didn't spare each other a bruise or blow,we felt it'd would make us hate each other n leave this bond n move on with our lives just like we had been doing in our previous relationships,
Seeing him walk through the door,my heart jumped n I stood up to greet him ,we hugged n kissed n for as long as I'll live,I'll never be able to explain what happened in that very moment coz it had me asking him “ what is happening to me” and he corrected me by saying…..” to us” n I smiled 😀
For the Iove i wholeheartedly poured into you. I hope it has fueled you to purpose….something you can be proud of.
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We spent like a month trying all means to hurt each other.
( Our connection was realized after that first call n texts that would follow)
N though, you might not know about tfs,
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From Waking each other up to checking up on each other during the day, knowing if the other had eaten….I started trusting him,I knew where he would be n at what time of the day doing what n with who. I found no single fault in him,he was pure perfection.
But now,
He questioned why I loved him,
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I couldn't wait to reply to his messages whenever he sent them
NOTE:
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I acted like it was nothing but was so broken inside
Apart physically but together spiritually and emotionally
Didn't put any thought into it,
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I couldn't reach him,no calls no texts ,no saying anything,no closure no reason ….
My body temperature unbalanced
You have 💯 changed this woman n I truly hope when it's time for you to step in the podium,
There'll be turbulence n I was hit by a physical skin disease, lost too much weight and depression strike….I too lost myself along with him
At this moment,
He started to talk more n more about his wife,
He too loved me ,there was no second guessing
This few days had been feeling great,with high spirits n zest for life
He set me free n he was the catalyst for my rebirth
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He was the lamp through which I was able to see myself.
Knowing we're under the same sun is ENOUGH!!
This was happening fast
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He was coz he called to ask what that meant n I acted like I didn't care coz he too was seeing someone ,
I wish you nothing but the very best
I have no regrets 😊 😊
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Didn't know he'd call/text again n also
My heart was misbehaving n never in my life had I felt like this before.
When you're loved right, you bloom!
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My heartbeats would increase, beat abnormally just to see a message from him n I'd reply quickly,
The replacement was my lookalike
Where did Noah build the Ark? Was it in a desert or near water?
He'd tell me that he felt alone in “ this”
Damn it There was something about his voice,so deep n so powerful!
Also NOTE:
It's now 2025,a healed woman ,a blessed woman living her dreams ,not yet there but am progressing for sure.
It was anything goes, just to get rid of each other permanently
It's like I had waited all my life to hear this voice
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It was mutual,we both knew it,there was no question about it.
This was emotional damage n it was draining….
But even on this one, he was unable to get me out of his system.
Keep going ,keep healing n keep the faith.
He started blaming me for so much ,he began looking for ways to end it,even if it meant making me feel bad provided I'd leave him.
It has made me wiser,a more rounded human being,I know who I am ,am in love with the lady I see staring back at me in the mirror n I wanna take care of her n protect her at all cost
I radiated in all angles,I felt like an angel 😇 n I was astonishingly beautiful,I was glowing ,my heart had finally found it's match it was truly amazing
Am so proud of you n the man i know you've become,
I really longed for this man ,this specific stranger….he was making me feel things I had never felt before n I wanted to explore him,every bit of him…
Am living for this woman who has endured so much,to me,this woman is a hero n am so proud of her,she has beat all odds to be here today.
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You will be thankful grateful n changed.
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We became each other's focus project and aim.
Well,
I know u been through your fair share of tribulations
This journey has driven me closer to the devine n if that was its purpose,
I have kept the last quote you sent me n here it is;
Waiting for him to arrive was like waiting for the biggest miracle of my life ,
I love him ( I love you John) n am so grateful that u agreed to do this for me.
I felt beautiful inside n out
Everything had gone.
What I saw in him ,
NOW,
He thought I was doing okey without him not knowing it was a pretense
U understand who we are in your own way
None of it was working coz I still loved wanted n needed him n wasn't afraid to tell him exactly what he meant to me n this didn't go well with his plans n so he chose a replacement to either make me feel jealous n end our connection or for him to move on n forget me…
It's like my blood pressure was high
He complained about me messing up his life ,
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Blessings
To tell you the truth,3 days of talking to this man had us fall hopelessly in love n I knew deep in my soul that this was true love,
I don't even know how to explain it,
I want to recall 3 months later when things became bad n messy for us, 😢
Regarding my tf, the love he poured to me, will be enough to see me through a lifetime
I started feeling empty little by little n whatever we were doing to each other was hurting n driving each other to the far edge,
I felt seen n loved n enough n complete!!
Didn't think we'd be more, not one bit,
The foundation of our love was built on Monday unknowingly.
I never lost words to say to him
That I was a beautiful woman
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I remember when I met him, on a Sunday,
Ours was a day well spent , n to meet again,that would be in his terms.
Live the life you can be proud of n if you find that you're not, you can try again.
When he realized who he was,
To my surprise,
We planned for a date on Thursday early morning.
It was too much of obsession,like cocaine high,
His breathing over the phone,every sentence he made,the way he spoke….I fell hard for him n fast
I know you've accepted this love .
I will always love you.
He had made mistakes in the last 3 months n he felt it was time to right them
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N I too felt like a girl who had hit adolescent, was undergoing puberty n infatuation all at the same time.
The panic was real,
Love n light.
It was a period of confusion and learning more about this connection n journey that was starting
You will remain lost till you surrender n that was my escape which takes time effort n acceptance
A father and a husband n chose to drop everything,
I'd rather when we were in the confusion mode coz at least I knew what he was thinking about n his feelings
I too looked for ways to make him jealous
It was a time of confusion n denial n betrayal,a test of our love which was to usher the greatest pain in human history……(the separation, running n chasing n the DNOTs).
It was in my happiest era
Becoz he didn't want me to leave home or be stressed with anything
He loved my voice n had said he was drawn to me in ways he couldn't even explain
Forever n ever n ever!
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But every single night,past 3am,there we were, typing n deleting,unable to sleep thinking about each other,
Thank you for loving me wholly n selflessly
He even joked about feeling like a teenager all over again
( If only he was in this platform,maybe one day he'll follow me here through the guidance of the devine n if it happens,listen to Luke combs (“ love you anyway” )
May the hands of the devine keep you safe from danger
I'd re-read our messages one by one n that became my passion,to look at his pictures,check whether he was online or a text from him,
When your body want to purge all that enormous negative energy,
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It was killing me every time I saw him with someone else but I had a lot of pride ,
Every man would be happy to have me n get married to me, all this, so I could leave him and have a life,
That meant making difficult decisions even if one of us would be hurt
He too became obsessed with me….. I could tell.
Though he wanted me out of his life ,he couldn't bear to see me with someone else
When he realized he hadn't been himself for quite sometime n needed to breath n focus.
From that good morning message,to calls during the day to hundreds of texts,we spent the whole of Monday together,he at the office and me at home but binded as one,connected by a fiery energy n all this seemed like a fairytale,a dream or a scripted movie …..it was a fantasy!
Still,it didn't work.
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He made sure I didn't lack anything ,
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We stood there,looking at each other for a few minutes before hugging again n saying nothing at all,the kind of nothing that meant everything , n from that moment on,we became inseparable.
Live long !!
He then again texted a good morning on Monday and we started talking from there,
He actually called to ask if I got home safe n that's when i saved his number,
I was so so connected to the stranger and we both missed each other terribly
He even asked for my advise to move on like I had
We both had the answers yet we only met on Sunday n because we couldn't wait any longer,
He became all I was living for, just to open my WhatsApp page n see him online my heart would skip a beat ,I felt like he saw me through,there was nowhere to hide .
I need you to live even if that life won't be spent with me
We could call each other n disconnect upon hearing that voice on the other side
SO,
Then came Tuesday,Doubled
You could literally hear my heart beats from a mile
N when I typed those replies my fingers would tremble,my heart racing